I was coming out of the conference room after an hour long boring session when Ria shouted running behind me.
Ria:" Meghaaa Meghaaaa!! What parlor does that Seema hit Yaar? She looks extremely beautiful these days. Have you observed the change?”
Me: "Extremely beautiful. What made you think so!?"
Ria: "Well. She got her hair straightened, her skin is glowing and her lip has a different shape now.
Definitely she has undergone some surgery as well. Her dad is in real estate business and she has filthy sacks of money."
Me: “Ha Ha. OK!”
Ria: "You are smiling now. Be careful. She is after Rajiv, your all time Love!"
Me (rolling eyes): "If he is so much attracted to her beauty and wants her, let him go for it. I am not stopping. Anyway I neither know the right places to go for my beauty enhancement nor do I have the filthy money! "
Ria: "Start knowing then. You are taking it very easy dear! That Seema is a daayan. She can go to any extent. You will repent."
Me: "Let’s see!"
Ria: "You keep seeing. You don’t know these boys. This day they are with one girl and if the next day they find a prettier girl they easily send the previous one to recycle bin."
Me: “Riaaaaaaaa! You are just being hyper. Even you don’t keep looking for guys who are not humorous, normal and shy or who have average looks. Do you? You have all your eyes for Rajiv, George or guys similar to them who have great physique, who are happening and chirpy right? Its natural baby! Stop blaming them.”
Ria: "Leave me. I am not serious about Rajiv, George or whoever. But you are serious about Rajiv, so it’s my duty to warn you as a friend. Your relation is still in a bud stage. Don’t allow some devil to pluck it. Anyway it’s been almost 2yrs. When are you guys going on a date at least?"
Me: “Oh my God! My dear poetess. Warning taken! Now stop scaring me. I will keep a check on him. Happy!?”
Ria : "OK! I am done for the day. Leave soon. Traffic sucks these days!”
Me: “After that onsite call I will also start.”
Ria:” Aahaaaaan! I know the real reason for the half an hour delay. Carpooling with Rajiv and then traffic jam right?!”
I threw the stress ball on Ria’s back and said, “You can go now” with a mock scowl on my face.
Ria: “OK darling! Have a happy and safe drive.”
Saying so Ria left for the day. Moments after she left Rajiv came to my desk.
Rajiv:" Hey Megha! Done with the call? So you are coming in the car today?”
Me: "Ya if you have no problem, I will get down at Abids."
Rajiv: "why will I have a problem? I hope you don’t have any issue. Today we have a new passenger!”
Me: “New. Who?!”
Rajiv gave way to her in to cubicle and it was quite dramatic when I saw Seema coming in to cubicle fluttering her eyelashes.
Seema: "Oh. Megha! I hope you don’t mind me joining you both."
Me:" Of course not! Why will I? I am neither the car owner nor Rajiv’s mother! "
(OH GOSH! That was a bad line)
Somehow Rajiv and Seema managed a silly laugh.
“Ok Megha. We will be waiting in front of the building. Come fast. By the way are you going to shed your salary account today in Abids?” Rajiv spoke with a silly smile plastered on his face.
Me: “Just some essential stuff Rajiv.”
As they were leaving I was burning red due to jealousy. I observed how neat were Seema’s curves, her skin, blush and makeup which didn't wear off even by the end of the day or was she going for rounds of touch ups to the rest room! Her hair length crossed her hips and was so soft and straight that it looked better than the fake hair they show in shampoo ads! I immediately bent down as if to take my hand bag when she looked back giving a vague smile at me. May be she sensed I was gaping at her. I quickly gathered my things and rushed to rest room. I felt my evening image in the mirror extra horrible that day! I didn't bother looking again in to the mirror.
They were already waiting at the gate for me. And what I see as and when I reach the door is Seema sitting in the front seat! They were so animated in their conversation that I was unnoticed till I came and knocked on the glass window so that they unlock it. I sat in the back seat.
Seema turned her head in my direction: “Hey I will be getting down before your stop. So where you stay and with whom?”
After few formality questions she turned towards Rajiv and they were chatting and chatting as if nothing is happening around them. I tried concentrating on the music. But the song “Ajnabee mujhko itna bataa dil mera kyu pareshan hai” did not help me.
Finally her stop came.
Seema: “Bye Rajiv. Bye Megha. Thanks for the lift!”
Rajiv: “Thanks to you!! Grace of the car doubled today!”
I immediately looked at him with a jerk!
Huh. A GUY will be a guy.
Seema with her flushed cheeks due to the momentary shyness replied: “Oh! I am flattered. See you both tomorrow and I don’t mind beautifying things daily." She replied with the silliest giggle I ever saw.
She looked at me with a sense of pride or is it happening in my head? I coughed a bit as Rajiv started the car.
Rajiv: “Hey Megha. Come over to front seat no?”
Me: “No I am fine here,” with sternness in my voice.
Rajiv was bewildered and replied with an instant nod: “Okay”. I was giving single word replies to whatever he was asking.
After reaching the PG I was little skeptical. Is it beauty which is everything that attracts boys? I stood in front of the mirror observing my reflection. I am a mere 5’ 2” and my measurements. Gosh! I don’t want to relook at them. I can’t say I have a model like figure and I can be called chubby. My friends always say that I am cuddly and look like a cute teddy. My hair most of the times is messy. I have big eyes but never really took extra care of them and mascara to me is meant for weddings or parties. I have put my hands on hips turned around, clock wise and anti-clock wise and was not satisfied by my image. God, I never crosschecked too many times how I looked. I washed my face after applying the home facial, applied the night cream which was resting in the shelf from many days and tried to get some sleep thinking if Ria was true? And chanting, “TO HELL WITH RAJIV and all OTHER BOYS.”
Next day morning I took extra care of my looks. I applied eye liner carefully. Took the lipstick which matched my red dupatta and applied carefully after I bordered my lips with the lip liner. I had let my hair loose. No, it’s not good so I had put the butterfly clip and good, it’s looking nice now! I looked at my nails and thought they need a manicure. After doing the final touch up I rushed for the bus.
Ria in Pantry: “Somebody told she did not care about being extra careful about her looks,” with a gleam in her eyes.
I sighed thoughtfully.
Ria came closer to me and spoke: “Is everything ok? Well I sense it’s not ok. Look who’s there.”
She gave a fake smile waving at Rajiv and Seema who were coming towards us with juice glasses in hand.
Rajiv: “Morning! Ria and Megha .See, I have been discussing with Seema about tomorrow's event.”
“God. He immediately started conversation involving Seema. Did he observe that I looked good today?” I spoke to myself.
Ria: “What about that event?”
Rajiv: “I want Seema to anchor the show and Megha can take care of the participants' costumes and back stage works.”
Ria: “Why back stage? Megha is capable of anchoring. She even did for...”
I stopped her in middle and said: “It’s ok Rajiv. My plate is full. Anyway I can’t come for rehearsal. So it’s better I take care of back stage.”
Ria gave an irritable look at me.
Rajiv: “Sounds good! Chalo Seema you can rehearse for the anchoring. Ok girls. Catch you tomorrow.” Saying so they both left. She laughed loud and beat Rajiv at some silly joke the idiot cracked when they were leaving. I never had so many butterflies in my stomach and I never hated anyone the way I am hating now!
It was the event day and there was lot of buzz around. I didn't bother how I looked even though Ria advised me to wear that shining single tinkling anklet. "It’s the latest trend to wear a single anklet." She told. I just applied the daily lip-gloss and kaajal. Tied my hair with a band and wore a full white dress. After all it’s OK to look normal. I am a back stage material. It’s Seema who has to look good. I observed from the back stage how they were enjoying each other’s company and Rajiv was not even leaving her for a second. They looked like they are “MADE FOR EACH OTHER.” I turned away and somehow couldn't stand there even for a minute. I cursed myself for not hitting gym or parlors regularly.
I was leaving the stage when Rajiv approached. “Hey Megha! Where are you running?”
“I am not feeling well Rajiv. I will go, take some rest.” I lied.
Rajiv: “Oh shall I drop you. I can manage. I will come.”
Me: “No. It’s really OK!”
“Does he even remember tomorrow is my birthday.” I again thought to myself.
After reaching the room I didn't bother switching on the lights. I changed and had hit the sack ASAP.
It was 5 min to 12:00. My roommates were still at the event. Probably DJ must be going on now and I imagined Rajiv dancing with Seema in his arms and immediately pushed the thought to the back of my mind. I switched on the light and fan in my room. Many colored papers with happy birthday Megha written on them fell all over me and there was a gift pack on my bed with an envelope under it. On the gift it was written- “Not a big surprise. I know you love books. So this P.G. Wodehouse collection for you!” I was too excited to neatly unwrap the package. I tore the envelope hastily. It had a hand written letter with words carefully and neatly spaced.
Dearest Megha,
Firstly Many happy returns of the day!
The day I first saw you I never felt it’s new.
I could smile with you the way I do with very few.
When I first asked you if you could join the car sharing.
I was scared to death thinking if you saw me staring!
With a side glance I saw that you were blushing.
Can’t explain the excitement. It was overwhelming.
You are shy, extra careful and you always hesitate.
Your honesty is your jewel and I always reciprocate!
You never tried for people to flank you.
This only made my immense liking grow.
The way you give a broad smile every day.
It twitches my heart and has a good play!
You are the most beautiful to me in this world.
Witty but innocent, talkative but silent, shy but bold!
People try proving their best to someone special.
They don’t mind the individuality they lose in that trial!
Mademoiselle, you don’t follow this norm.
You always stick to your decisions staying so calm.
It took 2 years and a figured woman to create the storm.
For the first time I saw you in mascara and the red lip balm!! ;)
Before the storm takes its toll.
I want to blurt it all.
I no more want to be just your pal.
I love you and will love you till the world’s fall!
I love you when you are in full bloom.
I would love you even when you wither.
I love you when you give me a smile.
I would love you even when you move away a mile!
I love you whatever is the length of your hair.
I love you if you have a complexion dark, dusky or fair!
Many many happy returns of the day darling.
If you could just open the door I would like to sing!
PS: Please take the platinum love bands wrapped in a separate box, not to add beauty to you but to add beauty to them. My poetic skills are inspired by you. Please forgive me for the poor usage of words!![]() |
Platinum love bands gifted by Rajiv Image source :"here" |
That’s all, I ran to the door in almost two long jumps and when I unbolted the door, Rajiv , Ria , Praveen , Gita and other team mates were standing there holding cake, balloons and gifts and Rajiv was holding a bouquet. All were singing bday song in a high pitch. I let them in and gave a bear – hug to Rajiv.
When I checked my reflection in the mirror it gave me a messy haired, withered, tearful smiling look back. But somehow I felt I am the MOST LOVED AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN in the WORLD